Wouldn’t it be nice to have everything go your way. Just for a day. Think about it. You wake up, get a morning text from that one person. Then spend your whole day with them like tomorrow isn’t there. The present is only on your mind and you don’t want it to end. But it does. Everything ends. You look forward to something you’ve always wanted, but end up crushed in the end as always. That’s how I feel. I try so hard and I even try to not let it bother me, but of course its the only thing that consumes my mind. Every second of every day. Wouldn’t it be nice just for once to have that happy ending.

Why the fuck do I have to worry about everyone elses problems? Pretty sure I have my own to take care of. Itd be fucking great for someone to actually mean it when they say ‘how are you’ and be prepared to get a whole pile of shit loaded on them.

Fucking love having a private blog :)

I push away the ones I love. That’s me

Why can’t fairy tales be real. Why can’t every wish we make come true. Why can’t we be wanted by the ones we want. Why can’t we all just be friends. Why can’t life just be fair and make us happy. Oh wait, we have to struggle with all this because were only human and nothings perfect.

The things I would do to just see you right now. Can’t wait till the end of this week. Omg I’ve missed you for way too long :(