when people aren’t honest with you after you ask them a million times to be.
i just wish i had a friend who understood exactly how i’m feeling and why i’m feeling the way i am. when i feel fat, they’ll understand. when i feel ugly, they’ll understand. and when i’m over the top self conscious as usual they won’t even ask questions, they will listen and just understand. but all my friends are skinny and beautiful and being able to talk about the way i feel is impossible bc they don’t feel that way. so nim..